Jillian
A Novel
(Sprache: Englisch)
The "sublimely awkward and hilarious" (Chicago Tribune), National Book Award "5 Under 35"-garnering first novel from the acclaimed author of The New Me--now in a new edition
Twenty-four-year-old Megan may have her whole life ahead of her, but it...
Twenty-four-year-old Megan may have her whole life ahead of her, but it...
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The "sublimely awkward and hilarious" (Chicago Tribune), National Book Award "5 Under 35"-garnering first novel from the acclaimed author of The New Me--now in a new editionTwenty-four-year-old Megan may have her whole life ahead of her, but it already feels like a dead end, thanks to her dreadful job as a gastroenterologist's receptionist and her heart-clogging resentment of the success and happiness of everyone around her. But no one stokes Megan's bitterness quite like her coworker, Jillian, a grotesquely optimistic, thirty-five-year-old single mother whose chirpy positivity obscures her mounting struggles.
Megan and Jillian's lives become increasingly precarious as their faulty coping mechanisms--denial, self-help books, alcohol, religion, prescription painkillers, obsessive criticism, alienated boyfriends, and, in Jillian's case, the misguided purchase of a dog--send them spiraling toward their downfalls. Wickedly authentic and brutally funny, Jillian is a subversive portrait of two women trapped in cycles of self-delusion and self-destruction, each more like the other than they would care to admit.
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1Jillian was in the rapture of one of her great musings.
"But what I really want is to be a personal assistant, or to go door-to-door and help people get organized. Not, like, as a psychologist, but I might be good at that, too. More like helping people get the right bins and sort through their stuff. Just go in and help people get organized."
"You really like organizing?" Megan asked. Megan was not listening. She pronounced it flatly. "You really like organizing."
"I'm obsessed," said Jillian. "My house is packed with color-coded boxes and labels and stuff like that."
"You're a collector," said Megan.
Jillian burped, a discreet, air-valve release through her mouth. "Ha ha, yeah."
The phone rang. Megan picked it up and said, "Good afternoon, doctors' office." The woman on the phone asked if this was Dr. Billings's office. Megan answered in the affirmative.
"Well, finally," said the woman. "I left a message on your machine and I did not receive a call within twenty-four hours, as promised."
"How may I help you?" asked Megan.
"I was beginning to think Dr. Billings was a figment of my mind," said the woman. "Like I was imagining him, and that maybe I had dreamed leaving the message."
Megan sniffed.
"But when I checked my call history just now, I saw that I had really called." Megan didn't have the energy.
"Umm, hello, hello," said the woman.
"Yes, how may I help you?" said Megan.
"I'd like to make an appointment, like I said in my message. Should I just start from the top?"
"Could I have your name and availability, please?" said Megan. She thought of her current mindset as "allowing the shit to happen."
The microwave beeped in the background. The microwave was in the closet where they kept drug samples, and it sat on top of the mini-fridge. People used the mini-fridge to store both lunches and biological samples, side by side. Megan did not like to use the mini-fridge or the microwave. She did not like to think about
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how the heat from the microwave might combine the side-by-side contents of the mini-fridge.
She thought about the microwave and the mini-fridge while scheduling the appointment, and she also thought about how people affectionately referred to using the microwave as "nuking."
"All right, Mrs. Davies, we'll see you next Wednesday at ten o'clock," said Megan.
Jillian walked back to her desk from the microwave, holding her lunch. The lunch came in a small plastic tub and had an indeterminate odor.
Jillian's desk was large-executive, almost-and made of mahogany-colored laminate. Megan's desk was small and made of glass and cheap, black metal, and Megan had decorated the glass with a fanciful pattern of coffee splatters, adhesive, and various other dribblings. Megan's desk was placed in the corner between a fax machine and an oversized, locked trash can. She had a nice view of the wall.
"I mean, don't get me wrong," said Jillian, "I love my job." She peeled the plastic flap off her lunch and slapped it on her desk with a practiced gesture. "But it's a dream of mine to work on my own terms. And I think, you know, when a person has a passion, they should follow it."
"Mmmm," said Megan.
"And since I keep collecting all this organizing stuff, I think it's pretty clear that it's a passion, so I'm trying to really listen to it so I can understand what it means for my future."
Megan squeezed the bridge of her nose.
"I'm sorry?" said Jillian.
"Oh, nothing, I'm sorry. I was talking to my computer."
"Oh, don't worry. I do that all the time," said Jillian. She laughed. "So what do you think of my idea? Do you think about that
She thought about the microwave and the mini-fridge while scheduling the appointment, and she also thought about how people affectionately referred to using the microwave as "nuking."
"All right, Mrs. Davies, we'll see you next Wednesday at ten o'clock," said Megan.
Jillian walked back to her desk from the microwave, holding her lunch. The lunch came in a small plastic tub and had an indeterminate odor.
Jillian's desk was large-executive, almost-and made of mahogany-colored laminate. Megan's desk was small and made of glass and cheap, black metal, and Megan had decorated the glass with a fanciful pattern of coffee splatters, adhesive, and various other dribblings. Megan's desk was placed in the corner between a fax machine and an oversized, locked trash can. She had a nice view of the wall.
"I mean, don't get me wrong," said Jillian, "I love my job." She peeled the plastic flap off her lunch and slapped it on her desk with a practiced gesture. "But it's a dream of mine to work on my own terms. And I think, you know, when a person has a passion, they should follow it."
"Mmmm," said Megan.
"And since I keep collecting all this organizing stuff, I think it's pretty clear that it's a passion, so I'm trying to really listen to it so I can understand what it means for my future."
Megan squeezed the bridge of her nose.
"I'm sorry?" said Jillian.
"Oh, nothing, I'm sorry. I was talking to my computer."
"Oh, don't worry. I do that all the time," said Jillian. She laughed. "So what do you think of my idea? Do you think about that
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Autoren-Porträt von Halle Butler
Halle Butler is the author of Jillian and The New Me. She has been named a National Book Award Foundation "5 Under 35" honoree and a Granta Best Young American Novelist.
Bibliographische Angaben
- Autor: Halle Butler
- 2020, 208 Seiten, Masse: 13,1 x 19,7 cm, Kartoniert (TB), Englisch
- Verlag: PENGUIN BOOKS
- ISBN-10: 014313552X
- ISBN-13: 9780143135524
- Erscheinungsdatum: 02.07.2020
Sprache:
Englisch
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Acclaim for Halle Butler and Jillian:In its ability to induce paralyzing existential depression, the fiction of Halle Butler is perhaps matched only by those Black Friday news stories in which grandmothers get trampled in front of stacks of fifty-five-inch TVs. Jia Tolentino, The New Yorker
[A] claustrophobic, anxiety-inducing book. Lydia Kiesling, The New Yorker
Few authors capture the acidic angst of downtrodden millennials like Butler. Huffington Post
Butler [writes] with deft clarity and dry wit, turning expectation on its head . . . A frank depiction of modern indecency. Electric Literature
Droll, scatological, and delightfully subversive. The Rumpus
Hilarious and sharp. New York Post
So human that you ll want to push [the characters] away from you and cuddle them close at the same time. Flavorwire
Subversive . . . a frank account of discontent [and] a depressing yet exacting criticism of modernity. PopMatters
Outrageous [and] amusing . . . [Jillian] reads like rubbernecking or a junk-food binge, compelling a horrified fascination and bleak laughter in the face of outrageously painted everyday sadness. Kirkus Reviews
[A] poison pill of a novel . . . Butler s aim is perfect, and her touch deft. Publishers Weekly
[A] striking debut. Booklist
This book is incredible. The deadpan way it nails what it is to be a human who lies to herself and tells different lies to everyone else makes me want to laugh and scream. It is hilarious and weird, my two favorite qualities in a book. Lindsay Hunter, author of Ugly Girls and Don't Kiss Me
An authentic and beautiful portrait of a self-proclaimed asshole. Chelsea Martin, author of Even Though I Don't Miss You
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s Jillian is a wry, smart portrait of two women set on separate courses of self-destruction, each of them judging the other on the way down. This is a bold debut, a quick, vicious ride. Cari Luna, author of The Revolution of Every Day
A hilariously brutal tale of a woman destroying herself with cheery selfishness. I laughed myself nauseous watching the people surrounding Jillian struggle between exasperated judgment and aggravated compassion. Never before have a pair of characters made me so sick with hatred and empathy at once. Butler is writing exactly what I want to read. Jac Jemc, author of A Different Bed Every Time and My Only Wife
Halle Butler is a self-assured new voice in fiction, bringing fresh humor and originality to her engaging debut. Elizabeth Crane, author of We Only Know So Much
A hilariously brutal tale of a woman destroying herself with cheery selfishness. I laughed myself nauseous watching the people surrounding Jillian struggle between exasperated judgment and aggravated compassion. Never before have a pair of characters made me so sick with hatred and empathy at once. Butler is writing exactly what I want to read. Jac Jemc, author of A Different Bed Every Time and My Only Wife
Halle Butler is a self-assured new voice in fiction, bringing fresh humor and originality to her engaging debut. Elizabeth Crane, author of We Only Know So Much
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