Good Morning, Destroyer of Men's Souls
A Memoir of Women, Addiction, and Love
(Sprache: Englisch)
A scorching memoir of a love affair with an addict, weaving personal reckoning with psychology and history to understand the nature of addiction, codependency, and our appetite for obsessive love
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A scorching memoir of a love affair with an addict, weaving personal reckoning with psychology and history to understand the nature of addiction, codependency, and our appetite for obsessive loveFerocious . . . glints with hard-won truths . . . Aron lights a path through the darkness of her past toward a better future. Los Angeles Times
NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY PARADE
The disease he has is addiction, Nina Renata Aron writes of her boyfriend, K. The disease I have is loving him. Their love affair is dramatic, urgent, overwhelming an intoxicating antidote to the long, lonely days of early motherhood. Soon after they get together, K starts using again, and years of relapses and broken promises follow. Even as his addiction deepens, she stays, convinced she is the one who can get him sober. After an adolescence marred by family trauma and addiction, Nina can t help but feel responsible for those suffering around her. How can she break this pattern? If she leaves K, has she failed him?
Writing in prose at once unflinching and acrobatic, Aron delivers a piercing memoir of romance and addiction, drawing on intimate anecdotes as well as academic research to crack open the long-feminized and overlooked phenomenon of codependency. She shifts between visceral, ferocious accounts of her affair with K and introspective analyses of the part she plays in his addictions, as well as defining moments in the history of codependency, from the temperance movement to the formation of Al-Anon to more recent research in the psychology of addiction. Good Morning, Destroyer of Men s Souls is a blazing, bighearted book that illuminates and adds nuance to the messy tethers between femininity, enabling, and love.
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Unflinching . . . Aron writes in gripping prose about the thrills and dangers of her own substance use and relationship with K their weak-kneed passion and
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wolfish needs, as well as her guilt-ridden enabling and savior-complex optimism. San Francisco Chronicle
In Nina Renata Aron s scorching, unvarnished memoir, an addiction story gets spun from the perspective of the helpless partner, the lover too stuck in a dangerous dynamic to find her way out. Entertainment Weekly
A raw and eloquently unflinching memoir. Kirkus Reviews
In Nina Renata Aron s scorching, unvarnished memoir, an addiction story gets spun from the perspective of the helpless partner, the lover too stuck in a dangerous dynamic to find her way out. Entertainment Weekly
A raw and eloquently unflinching memoir. Kirkus Reviews
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Chapter OneOn a Hunter s Moon, I burned his name. The drummer in my band told me to do it. We were sitting at the bar drinking well whiskeys and cans of beer. A Hunter s Moon is powerful for intention setting, she said, winding her long, chemically straightened hair into an apple fritter sized bun atop her head. She secured it not with an elastic but with a wrist flick and a twist of another piece of her hair, some sleight of hand I d always envied in the girls who could do it. It stayed in place perfectly. She pulled a few baby hairs out to fall in front of her ears, and they made small, wispy parentheses around her face. Fleetwood Mac was playing.
Write down what you want and burn it, she said, knocking back the last of her drink.
Women suggest these types of things to one another.
A Hunter s Moon is powerful for intention setting. This was the kind of oblique advice I was getting a lot. I didn t know where to hook into it, how to listen better to make it feel real, like something I could act on. Still, I let it wash over me, this language I was trying to learn. My earnest, beautiful, California girlfriends, knowing I needed them, were doing their very best, circling with candles and crystals. I welcomed their warmth the way I imagined I was supposed to, with an open, wistful gaze, and slow, New Age nodding. Just that week, one had shown up with a bottle of rosé and made the measured, straight-faced suggestion that I sage him from the premises. This will cleanse your space of him, she said, proffering a bound, faded bundle of expired flora and a lighter.
I was constantly cleansing him from my space. Every few days, for example, I d clean our bathroom, wiping with Lysol-drenched paper towels the delicate spray of dried blood that lay over most surfaces and reminded me of the splatter of colored dye on the outside of a jawbreaker, the first layer that makes a white paste in your mouth as you suck it away. Living with a junkie involves a lot
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of effluvia. Everywhere, there are oozes that must be wiped away. It seems there s simply more of it all: The sweat that goes immediately cold on the disregulated slab of his body. Piss that didn t make it into the toilet bowl. There s blood and vomit vomit every day and the rotten, volcanic secretions of abscesses. And when I come home from work and he lunges for me, kisses me, all babybaby and half on the nod, and we f*** dreamily, devotedly on the couch, there s spit, and there s come.
Sometimes in the trash can I find wadded-up paper towels or bits of toilet paper he s used to wipe the blood away himself, and sometimes blood-stained T-shirts or socks or floral dish towels, which stiffen as they dry as though rigor mortis has set in.
I didn t know how to tell my friends, those well-meaning rays of blond hope, that intention setting was already my life. Intention setting was the blistering fever that came over me when I couldn t reach him and I had to type f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you over four inches of an email box my version of a breathing exercise until I could calm down and go back to my work. My drafts folder was full of these ten-point f*** you blocks, and hundreds of other half-written love letters and hate letters I d nearly lobbed his way, all intentions to reform or renounce him. Intention setting was what I was doing all those mornings I pulled the car over to cry with my head on the steering wheel, it was the cement resolve I felt harden in my gut when I saw how much money was missing from my bank account. It was the ominous thump of my own helplessness, the rhythm of my days and nights. What I needed was something for intention keeping. Do they make a tincture for that, I wanted to ask, s
Sometimes in the trash can I find wadded-up paper towels or bits of toilet paper he s used to wipe the blood away himself, and sometimes blood-stained T-shirts or socks or floral dish towels, which stiffen as they dry as though rigor mortis has set in.
I didn t know how to tell my friends, those well-meaning rays of blond hope, that intention setting was already my life. Intention setting was the blistering fever that came over me when I couldn t reach him and I had to type f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you f*** you over four inches of an email box my version of a breathing exercise until I could calm down and go back to my work. My drafts folder was full of these ten-point f*** you blocks, and hundreds of other half-written love letters and hate letters I d nearly lobbed his way, all intentions to reform or renounce him. Intention setting was what I was doing all those mornings I pulled the car over to cry with my head on the steering wheel, it was the cement resolve I felt harden in my gut when I saw how much money was missing from my bank account. It was the ominous thump of my own helplessness, the rhythm of my days and nights. What I needed was something for intention keeping. Do they make a tincture for that, I wanted to ask, s
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Autoren-Porträt von Nina Renata Aron
Nina Renata Aron is a writer and editor living in Oakland, California. Her work has appeared in The New York Times, The New Republic, the Los Angeles Review of Books, and elsewhere.
Bibliographische Angaben
- Autor: Nina Renata Aron
- 2021, 320 Seiten, Masse: 13,1 x 20,3 cm, Kartoniert (TB), Englisch
- Verlag: Crown
- ISBN-10: 0525576681
- ISBN-13: 9780525576686
- Erscheinungsdatum: 14.04.2021
Sprache:
Englisch
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If co-dependency is a girl s song, as Nina Renata Aron writes, her scorching memoir proves it can be a beautiful one, too. . . . Aron details the spiral, of screaming matches and vomit and things thrown across rooms. . . . A gritty tribute to the women who stick around too long. David Canfield, Entertainment WeeklyAron s debut memoir unfurls her evocative story of falling in love with and upending her life over a man addicted to heroin. A searing sociohistorical excavation of codependency. O: The Oprah Magazine
Stunning . . . Reading it was like a first sip of water after a 20-mile run in the heat. . . . It shows us that addicts are more than statistics, their codependents more than sniveling, whimpering, and brokenhearted. These are real people, rendered by Aron with eye-opening complexity and dynamism. In this book, the underrepresented and overlooked world of the codependent emerges from the bargain basement of self-help and shopworn homilies into the realm of love and loathing, birth and death, blood and urine. Into the realm, in other words, of the literary. The Washington Post
A disturbing, richly conveyed story of dysfunction and warped love . . . Aron s dark, gorgeously narrated memoir of destructive codependency will captivate readers. Publishers Weekly (starred review)
In Aron s candid and heart-wrenching memoir, the gnarled knots of love and addiction are untied and tangled and tied again. . . . Her compassion for victims of addiction never wavers, and her presentation of the addicted people in her life is dynamic and fair. A beautiful, nuanced portrait of living alongside addiction. Booklist (starred review)
A master class in memoir. Shelf Awareness
What a marvel this book is, that such a harrowing subject can be rendered with such tenderness. Any person who has ever put herself in harm s way for love will see herself in these pages.
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Mary Beth Keane, New York Times bestselling author of Ask Again, Yes
Balancing extensive research with dazzling, affecting prose, Good Morning, Destroyer of Men s Souls is both a whip-smart addition to the literature of addiction and an intimate look at the beating heart of codependency. I couldn t put it down. Kimberly King Parsons, author of the National Book Award nominated Black Light
Good Morning, Destroyer of Men s Souls is for anyone touched by addiction, which is all of us. At turns wild and punk rock, redemptive and heartfelt, this book feels like the book I ve always been looking for. Chelsea Bieker, author of Godshot
Balancing extensive research with dazzling, affecting prose, Good Morning, Destroyer of Men s Souls is both a whip-smart addition to the literature of addiction and an intimate look at the beating heart of codependency. I couldn t put it down. Kimberly King Parsons, author of the National Book Award nominated Black Light
Good Morning, Destroyer of Men s Souls is for anyone touched by addiction, which is all of us. At turns wild and punk rock, redemptive and heartfelt, this book feels like the book I ve always been looking for. Chelsea Bieker, author of Godshot
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